Hello everyone.
I am stardrop, one of the new admins of *
IndigoChildren. Together with =
empyreus, I was asked by *
Gamechaser to look after the club from hereon.
So, as one of the new admins I found it proper to introduce myself ^_^
My name is Paulien, I was born on May 22nd in Breda, The Netherlands. I've always been fond of drawing and painting, and later on I developed that liking to a broader perspective of creativity. I now adore to draw, paint, write, listening to and making music, sewing and working with textile, cross-stitching, and whatever else.
Like the majority of you, if not all, I too am an Indigo Child. I suppose my story starts way back at primary school, where I, unlike all the other kids, enjoyed climbing trees during recess, instead of playing giggly tag. Also, I used to withdraw into the English classroom for the older kids, to read english books, when I was about six or seven... By the time I was around ten, my talent for drawing was really the only thing that kept me alive and kicking at school.
At high school the matters became slightly worse. I've always been a rather social kind of person and I love chatting with people, and laughing and bouncing around. But it was my ability of justified thinking that got me into trouble the most. I had an extremely hard time adjusting to and working in systems in school that I deemed unjust or simply illogical. Still, I was forced to go on within the lines and it caused several mental breakdowns in my early teens, until finally I graduated, almost two years ago.
After that, I went to the Art Academy. Even though I was fed up with school and unjust education, I went for it, thinking it was the only way in life meant for me to follow. But after two months irritating my back off and hating the even more broken 'collage' systems, I quite the Academy. After which I was finally able to break through and in all awareness and confidence I have chosen the life of an Adventurer. I live day by day, moment by moment, in all creativity and resourcefulness. I enjoy everything that crosses my path and I strive to live my life in Light and happiness, by making my dreams come true, by understanding and using the power of creation.
By that, two months ago I also chose to try and open myself up to my high sensitivity again. I had it locked away six years ago, but it scared the bejesus outta me and I didn't know how to handle it. But two months ago, inspired greatly by Derek Ogilvie and Paulo Coelho, I believed it was time to try again. And it's actually going well!
Next to that, I am a pagan. I believe in a great force that binds us all together, whether we call it God or Goddess, or the power of creation itself. I have gotten into the habit of calling this, in a pagan way, the Great Divine; the power of love and creation that resides within all of us.
I'm also in a paganfolk band called Cleiti, in which I play flute and do vocals. I'm planning on playing the bodhran and harp, and hurdygurdy, one day, too.
Concerning this club, I hope I can be of service to all of you. And not just by answering notes and placing submissions. I hope we can also transform this club into some form of base, where Indigo's can get together to discuss their problems and experiences. Because we are all powerful in our own special ways and I hope that together we can help and inspire each other.
When I just logged in I saw the club had 85 notes... O_O I've never run a club before, so it's new to me, too, but I'm sure I'll enjoy it! And regarding these notes, I will do my best to work out the list and then keep it up steadily, so we won't have any trouble ^_^
Anyway, that's a long enough story for now. If you have questions for me, just ask em, I always strive to keep an open mind to everyone!
It becomes you all well!
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